My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!