My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I really think you and your girlfriend need other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!