My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call name her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!