My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray, Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin' Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a her? I'm a her Bonnie I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad, I think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For hours and you just said, "No." That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you if I'd write you you would write back, See I'm just you in a way I never my father neither, He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans", This will be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, You me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm And all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the But I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that And an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling To help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit will make me not us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin' just fine If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid And in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!