Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no just blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come when I'm spending cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My time ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, better get your You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane