Lately been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, born torn between heaven and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, believe HK I'ma that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I give a fuck Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it might not be much but all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing with me nigga, get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm just But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane