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I'm going through
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)