Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My just can't understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)