Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)