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I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)