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I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)