(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that behind that little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)