(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over cool pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime candidate for the to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)