(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)