I've never tasted tears like before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to cast a His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who had been more But whom I about and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I care he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And someone to think about each night When torment after wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To my pages was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no question it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never gave me to make my choice But my will his own with each caress For once and once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which over me had for all these years And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or strains of music in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full well I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it should have been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not this much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in this may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought would never The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For only can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive tasted tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I known