I've never tears like these before And though are the saddest I have known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have been now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a fire could do An angel now is and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That something ends so that this can God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote about and set From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For I pledged my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I care he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment after torment my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in holy place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past years of I long to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me to make my choice But made my will his own with each For once and only once I did not I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known 'til how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my muse had become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried of music in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know well what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to my name spoken as it should have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing I thought would never mend The truth that my reality The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, are the saddest I have known