Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got lives?
Seven left cos I've already died
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my to do it without the high-life
what I'm making is really
but i needa talk about some that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts it's
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was as fuck
90 pills of nurofen plus

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the so you don't need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get but i would have
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in this
having shit like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I four packets
cos i just wanted to something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all it's so
not knowing what is
I talk about it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital through withdraws
someone my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there to call
saying what the fuck is on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man am I alright doc?
Then he tells me I'm on watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill myself but they believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
living in a and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've too many and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me rest
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
got any strength
I let my fans and my family
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it for my family
I Woulda the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I show ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your battling at
tell somebody your family should know!
I'm life now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now