Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven cos I've already died twice
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my time to do it without the
what I'm is really dope
but i needa talk about some shit
a year ago hold up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't bring to do it cos i felt like a burden.
me any drug I was chewing em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was stupid as
90 pills daily of nurofen

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was high
that's the thing the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get high but i have
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting withdraws and what?
All of this was

and i cant play in form
having shit thoughts like i got nothing to for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I smashed four
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
i was going to preform
I can't see I was told in the report
my manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
no one knew I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so with it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in this

woke up in hospital through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but would talk
no phone there to call
saying what the is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's for tubes everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I try kill myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself have I got any
Or friends who don't use have I got any
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im happy I got me some
I fo'sure now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym then the I get
the the devil on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my and my family down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
the devil handed me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any pain now im not run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the worst part is I try it alone
so if your hearing this and battling at home
tell because your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't remember cos I out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now