Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane goes Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life