Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on we took this too far
I went in Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight Well no what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new